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In this update, i listen to cap n jazz

Wed, 21 May 2008 01:16:20 GMT

I kinda miss people, places, things ,activities and just the way things were before anyone got money, but its cool man, i aint tryin to make this dramatic at all. Im just saying, it was sooo nice to be young and free. I dont want to think about cars, jobs, girlfriends, saving money by getting the value meal items ALL THE TIME. I just want to be with people everyday, doing nothing at all but talking and walking, making fun of stuff and constantly laughing hard.

that last one was the first picture ever uploaded into my photobucket

hey

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 05:14:18 GMT

i like my band so much
also, i've been feeling really good about people.

i work at sunsurveys with cathy and pablo. good times.
someone on the phone told me to shut the hell up.
and i also called asking for a dorthy and this guy told me the only way i could talk to her was to go to the cemetery. what a debbie downer.

hella sucks.

oh yea, for some reason these days i feel really happy about the fact that i dont drink or smoke.
i just feel really positive about it and very sure of myself

new years

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 03:09:05 GMT

what should my new years resolution be?

i dont have a job at toysrus anymore, im gonna apply at cvs.
i like everyone i hang out with alot and i wanna hang out with a few certain people more

feel good lost

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 10:52:39 GMT

thats my little bands name, things are looking decent.
it could DEF get better, hopefully when we get better gear/skills.
but overall its fun.

i was looking at old pictures and i really really really miss my friend
i think i was closer to him than i thought, he could'nt care less

what a loss

also, tell me what i am to you
be honest,i wont mind if you say im a shit head
and you can post anonymous
(ip tracking is useless it doesnt give info other than that you live in miami or someshit,so dont be scurred )

ten things i will never say to your face

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 08:05:52 GMT

1.please relax with all the trends your jumping into, i really like you and dont want you to vanish from our circle of friends.its too much to handle.

2.i think if you lost weight you wouldnt be able to keep yourself from fucking some "hot" dudes.

3.you're really annoying online,leave me alone.

4.i think im gonna hate you eventually because you are shady and your just a cocky dickhead.i cant wait till im doing what i love so i can truly feel like im not as worthless as you think.even if you dont like it,i'll feel i have done something.

5.i feel like there is stuff you dont tell me, and i know there is stuff i dont tell you.and i feel like you are using me in someway sometimes, mainly cause i see you do it to others, but i think you just make the best of what you can get.you cant do anything to make me want to stop being your friend

6.she might ruin our friendship

7.she ruined your friendship with everyone, i hope she is making you very happy.i may not show it ,but i feel like i lost more than a friend and im not just saying that.

8. sometimes i want to do things you want to do, but trust me it will never happen. it would just ruin shit

9.its pretty gross and imature of me but i cant help that i feel this way about you. its not on purpose and it doesnt go away

10.i think you shoule be more fun, and the only reason you hang out with certain people is because other people are hanging out with them.

11.i think i would crush on you gross style if we hung out alot more but personally i dont trust you.you have a bad rep.

im back home from the trip

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 03:05:35 GMT

i was gone like 11 days or something
there was alot of driving,crashing in the van,trying to connect the laptop to outlets in fastfood shits,being near naked,sweating and love from people.

the shows were incredible

people being positive,naked hairy guys, milk all over everyone,jumping and running,plastic swords,dicks being out,playing snes in a huge house in indiana, meeting people

everything feels soooo small and unimportant, except music and friendship.
and relationships seems so fucking stupid

oh yea, the places we have been to and/or slept at include kentucy,indiana,new jersey,new york,ohio,georgia and i think some others

lol

Wed, 24 May 2006 05:56:49 GMT

i met some cool kids the other day
and they all go to my school!

lmfao

i hate shitty black people

Sat, 13 May 2006 06:17:48 GMT

the days have been so weird
but i think i like them all
and things are pretty great

pinback in 4 days, I might go
mono in 6 days, I will def. go

Hipster: C'mon, there's another train, quit holding the doors. God.
Man squeezing past doors: Oh, shut the fck up. I'm late for work. What are you late for? The vintage stores aren't even open yet.

--Uptown N train, Union Square

Girl #1: I told you I finally got that bag right? It was marked down to $200 and...
Guy: My god! Can you stop talking to me, your breath stinks!

Silence until they exit at 96th St.

Girl #2 to friend: Dang, guys are mad grimey these days. He coulda been a gentleman and offered the sista a stick of gum or something.

--1 train

Overheard by: Shea

jorge

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 02:25:44 GMT

jorge schrute: Throw me a surprise party :-)
beludo beludo: go fuck your self

im in a really grumpy mood
i cant download episodes of stuff like i used to
my computer is buggin out on me
hopefully i will fall asleep before 5 am

i think im gonna try to find something to watch on youtube

i need to find a drummer that listens to -

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 03:12:05 GMT

LA QUIETE, SAETIA, JEROMES DREAM, KODAN ARMADA, TUNES FOR BEARS TO DANCE TO

ok anyway

go here to see how elite hipster doom gods draw and take pictures

http://www.freewebs.com/insidetheir
http://www.freewebs.com/insidetheir
http://www.freewebs.com/insidetheir

oh yea, et tu brute broke up
thats really shitty but
they are doing some other project so whatever

Giving Her What She Wants

Teen boy: You're just a little nigger.
Teen girl: Quit playin'.
Teen boy: I will break your fucking fingers, you little nigger.
Teen girl: But--
Teen boy: Shut the fuck up! I'll fucking kill you. I'll punch you right in the mouth in front of all these gay fucking white people. What do you have to say?
Teen girl: I--
Teen boy: Shut the fuck up! You think I won't? You don't think I'm man enough, do you? I'll hurt you so bad. I'll fuck you up. You think I won't?
Teen girl: You will!
Teen boy: I won't?
Teen girl: You will!
Teen boy: I won't?
Teen girl: You will!
Teen boy: That's right. All you wanna do is sleep all day. You wanna go to bed right now and sleep for four days, 24/7. Fucking worthless. You should fucking die for that.

--Q train

and this

Girl: You should appreciate what you have because some people don't have noses.

--McDonalds, 51st & Broadway

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 04:18:52 GMT

go here to see everything nice about hialeah.

insidetheir

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 02:14:31 GMT

i <33333 sexy with boizzzz bang bang and staying logged on in peoples houses :p

tag

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 03:03:11 GMT

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

[[not in any order]]

1.animal collective-who could win a rabbit
2.the good life- your birthday present
3.ugly casanova-hotcha girls
4.settlefish-Blindfold The Leaves
5.jeromes dream-it's more like a message to you
6.off minor-Staring Down the Barrel of Limited Options
7.sufjan stevens-i dont know the name, its about the girl having cancer and her father finding out what they did that night.

alice
paula
glenda
gian
nina
jorge

o yea, it seems i got the job.
i have training tommorow

mon-thurs 4-10 or 5-11 im not sure yet

so many people are shitay

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 02:37:55 GMT

friends only from now on
just because.

im in cape coral with lazaro.
im staying at jorges crib,its fun i guess
everything here is really far away,including neighbors

the days of the hurricane were spent with marcos
staying over for days
riding bike with people
and getting food at cafeterias at like 9-something
it was scary and fun tho because everyone was flippin out
and it was really dark.

this song is so powerful and great, esspecially toward the middle.

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 01:48:46 GMT

i think im gonna make my lj friends only soon
lurkers beware.

your gonna have to use your friends account to see what im up to.

o yea, i might not have plans for friday.
someone should hit me up

my brother has a myspace now : )

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 02:22:28 GMT

yea, my brothers myspace is http://www.myspace.com/cubancustomz

i think im gonna see a doom with vanise and people friday
prob sunset :x
ADD MY FRIENDS POLAROID JOURNAL companions
and saturday im probably going to hang out with lazaro,nina,paula, maybe marcos?

i cant rotate this shit, marcos did it one day while i was playing guitar

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 17:35:44 GMT

i got sick of my old livejournal
and it was giving me some weird problems with my friends page
so yea